Monday, November 3, 2008

final draft- karate-do and i

What are you thinking when karate-do word comes into your mind? A man wears a white suit and black belt? Japan? Ninja Turtle? Or maybe a “ Wachaaaaa!!!!” phrase. Maybe some of you are familiar with karate-do while some of you are not. It depends on the individual’s experiences to interpret the meaning of the word itself. Well, for me karate-do is something that used to be a part of my life. Thinking again, it’s been 3 years already I quit from this martial art and how I miss it so much.

The memory of five years ago is still fresh inside my mind. On that day, my friends boasted about karate performance that was made by Malaysian athletes in our institute’s hall. At that time, they were recruiting members for karate club and my friends asked if anyone interested in joining it. At first, I just ignored them since I was not interested in anything that involved physical activities. For me I was hopeless in anything that related to sports since I was quite chubby (or maybe I rather called it as fat) and doing those things only made me looked stupid in front of others. Therefore, I told myself like this;‘ Meddy, look at yourself first and think carefully. Do you still want to join with this kind of physical? With this kind of thinking, I managed to ignore the desire to ask them about karate-do and joined the club.

However, I lost to the words of persuasion. My friend managed to persuade me to join it with beautiful promises about it. Even now, I could hear the words that she said to me. Meddy…join it! You can lose your weight when you join it!That’s it! Hearing this words I immediately took the form and signed it. Now, remembering it again makes me think how gullible I was at that time, easily fall into promises. Starting on that day, I became a karateka and the journey of my life began here.

As a karate-ka, we can gain a lot benefits from this martial arts. One of it is you are able to learn how to protect and defence yourself from the danger. It is very important for human especially women to take safety step especially when they go out and karate-do could provide those safety tips for them. In addition, karate-do is good for your health. To all girls who want to burn their fats fast, join karate-do. This is because a lot of physical activities must be done so that you are fit to do all the punch and kick during the training. A karateka need a high stamina so that they are able to do karate-do fast, firm and accurate especially when they compete in a tournament, or being attacked by someone else. Besides, karate-do could discipline you as a person. Punctuality and respects is very important in this area. If you want to train yourself to be on time and doing the same thing without complaining, karate-do is the answer. You might get bored doing the same thing everyday, but as the time pass by, you can see that your physical will improve slowly.

However, being a karate member was not easy. I saw many people joined it half way and give up from it when they could not stand with the physical activities during the karate training. From sit up to running around the gymnasium and even jumping in the air, the training was like a hell to us. Our clothes were drenched with our sweat and some boys managed to squeeze it from their clothes. Can you imagine how great the karate training is? The one and half-hour training was able to make our muscles pained and tired on the next day. When everyone saw all karate members walking like an old people, they already knew that we had gone another hell training the night before and just smiled when looking at us.

If anyone asked me why I did not quit the karate-do during that time, I did not know how to answer it. Honestly, never once the word quit ever left my head from the first day I joined the club until the end. Every time I went through all the training, I was thinking of quitting the club because of many reasons. The feeling of incompetent physically comparing to my friends was the main reason why I wanted to quit from it. Seeing your other friends able to do thing that you could not do make me feel so sad. In addition, all of them were improving and became advance in front of me, whereas I was stuck at the back with no improvement. The desire to get out from the club became stronger and stronger. However, I could not say my intention to quit from the club to my sensei (karate’s instructor) and to all my friends. Searching a good way in telling them so that nobody would get hurt, I did not realise that two years has past. Even though the intention to quit was still inside me, but the desire become less and less from day to day. That time I did not realize how I was improving a lot physically and mentally

Throughout these 3 years, I reflected back what I have gone through during the time I joined karate club. Surprisingly, I did not realise how I improve a lot in my karate and become better in physical activities. I could even split my legs into two and sit on it comfortably. Remembering those memories could not stop me from smiling right now. But the most valuable thing that I ever got from karate training is confidence that I have within me now. Before this, I did not have confidence in anything including in my studies. I preferred to be in the dark rather than going in front of speaking aloud about what I thought and what I wanted. Now, I become someone else. I gain my confidence and I’m not afraid anymore.

Karate-do taught me that if you do not have confidence within yourself, do not ever think about protecting yourself from the danger. In fact, the main reasons of you become strong are the confidence and belief on yourself as well as the strong will that you have within your heart. From this I learned that how important for me to be confidence and be strong within myself so that I would be able to face any obstacles in the future.

As the time pass by, life became busier than before. Various commitments and time constraint made me quit from karate-do. Sometime I realised that I am at loss when I quit the club. But, there are certain things in our life that we have to leave it even though we love it so much. Although I quitted from the club, but I still love karate-do. Until now, I practised the principles that I learned from the training. For me karate-do will never die and will be in my heart forever.


yagami said...

Again, I would say that it is a very long entry. It seemed that you have added more points to it. only one grammatical error which is "a lot benefits" should be "a lot of benefits". Anyway, good job, well done

Anonymous said...

1.I was quite chubby (or maybe I rather called it as fat) ignites my laughing nerves

2.Our clothes were drenched with our sweat

i know there is nothing wrong wif dis sentence but i wander wut if ur clothes r drenched wif other people wet.. it bill be double wet :)

i luv ur reflection, u r very confident now. i believe any martial arts will teach their followers to have confidence have in themselves hopefully u r married to budak silambam :), so dat both of u can discuss d benefits of entering silambam and karate together..hhuahuahuachihuahua